i want to die
but do i?

i’m so sick of this pain
this anxiety
the voices in my head
the loneliness

i say i want to die
but i just want this to end
i just want this to all stop
but still exist

how do you explain that?
i’m doing something good,
i’m going to be a nurse and
i can’t do that if in dead

but how else can i make this stop?

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One thought on “suicide 

  1. I hope you find your way through – and being a nurse is a noble profession – your tender heart will make you a gift to the patients. Be well. I sometimes have ideations of death also – seems like an easy solution – we both know it is not the answer.

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