i used to look to the stars and wish for you
now i look to the stars and wish to feel alive 
wish to not feel so empty anymore 
wish to feel something other than this pain all the time 

i love the stars and the nights sky
i look up and i think of the two important people i’ve lost in the last three years 
but i also think about my friends, the people who surround me just now 

my support system
the stars are the pinpoints of light in the darkest times

life is hard, and it can be dark and horrible and scary
some nights it’s cloudy and you can’t see the stars
those are the nights when you feel completely alone

during the day you can’t see the stars, but you still know they’re up there
my friends are so important to supporting me
they are one of the only things that keep me breathing in and out each day 


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